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U know whats the most annoying in a humanbeing ? Fakeness!!, I just cant stand those people who talk behind one's back, especially those are suppose to be your friends. Well news flash, friends dont talk shit about each other!! Then you cant consider her as a friend, if you talk shit about her. Infront of you they keep smiling playing angels, but u know what if they cant hurt you, the best thing is to ignore them however if possible let them know that friendship should not be build on bullshit. or fakeness. Fakeness is a property every person  has however some use it way too much, If you dislike someone rather dont talk about that person, just keep it to yourself, and maybe just ignore that person, u dont have to smile or talk to that person.

Anyway enough with that now, bored to death, just drank some redbull and fixed some homework, alone my bro and mom are out, eeeh I'm loner, not something that runs in the family. Hahha maybe I'm adopted?? I'm thinking of watching a movie soon, it is called "Take" it is simlar to the notebook. Romantic movies are so in right now for me, I loved horror, then animated, then gangster and now romantic drama, haha I swift within the seasons. Autumn belongs to the romantic drama movies. High School Musical premieres today, haha not that its my taste, but just wanted to remind y'all disney fans. Oh and I played some jeopardy, HAHA I SUCK!!  Anyway good night for now, may all ya moral dreams come true.

                                                                                              Love .B.
Womanizer - Britney Spears

Now after watching the Notebook, it made me wonder whether true love exists, or is love for one another just a temporarily thinng, like a flame, that shines for a while but soon fades away, or like the character said, as a shooting star. The notebook shows of what I interpret as true love, as they through bad and good find each other and their love is infinite. We have seen similar stories, like Romeo and Juliet, but do those stories rely on reality, or are they just pictures of fantasy's. Who wouldnt want to have a similar love as the one in the notebook? I know I would want that. But the term true love seems a bit vague, it seems like it misses something, I mean true love, what is true? Dont get me wrong here, I dont mean true love as for a baby to his/her mother. I mean true love between a boy and a girl, or similar... I have seen it on television, I have read about true love, but does true love exist within you? If you dont understand now where I'm going what I'm trying to say is true love may exist in some, as I have myself witnessed similar, I dont mean that I have possesed true love, but I have seen it. True love for me is something unreal, for me becoming a president is more reachable than true love. It makes me quite sad, because I'm fighting to gain something for my carrier but dont seem to understand that there is more to it than just that. I mean I have had crushes, and I have my dreams, but I just dont seem to find that true love*? Maybe I'm not looking after it? Maybe I have found it but didnt accept it. You tell me. True love makes me confused.

Anyway, enough with that I really recommend you to watch the notebook, but I gotta swiff now, ciao <3
                                                             


                                               
Love .B.

What am I going to do? Homework or fun? , Anyway now that it is only approximately 6 months left to graduation I feel it is necessary to study, so I get those grades I want to have. My plan after graduation is ;

( ) Party(heck yeaah)
( ) Start working
( ) Travel ( around a bit)
( ) Move to Australia( Oktober?)
( ) Find an appartment with roomates
( ) Get familiar with the Gold Coast
( ) Visit relatives
( ) Make friends
( ) Start University(January)

and so on..

Anyway, so shoudl I do my TOK now or go to Malmo? I'll think about it:)

I just saw a new movie called Keith, which was really good, I reeeeeaaaaally recommend it fo you. It really is good, about a girl who falls in love with a boy and goes from the most proper girl to the girl, who believes that the sky is the limit. The actors are really good, and I swear and promise you will love it. And ya all who are choosing university now, watch this.
 Now I'm doing my extended essay, kinda of nice anyway, I'm doing something I like:)

Another thing I recommend is a book called La Cucina by Lily Prior, all you women out there borrow this book, another book I recommend is Bitterfittan, which is so good too, really realistic, and I promise you will all see yourself in the protagonists thoughts.

                                        Anyway, have a sexy saturday night,

                                                                                                       Love .B.