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Another message from .B. to the readers
Mariah Carey
Another message from .B. to her readers.
Sabrinas dikt till mig hahah <3
I hated every move she made, every word she said.
I was irritated by the sound of her voice, by the high heels she wore.
I´d rather hear the birds singing death songs, then hear her awful voice.
I saw big dark clouds in her face; I saw a shadow with no space,
Trying to squeeze itself out of her presence, but it couldn’t.
She was strong, really strong.
All the things I hated in her came to be all the things I love in her now.
In her I saw what a friend is, in her I found a path to happiness.
I love the clouds in her face; I love the noisy sound of her heels,
I love correcting her when she´s wrong, I love seeing her happy,
Even though sometimes, I make her sad.
I love being in her presence, cuz with her I can be myself,
Without the fear of losing her, cuz I know she´ll be there,
Standing on her strong feet, waiting for me to attack her.
I love you for all that you are and will be Miss; president .
Why oh Why do I just love this song???
Pictures of the newborn Lorena<3
May you become the next superstar hahah<3
ICE ICE BABY hahah
Love .B.
An urban legend
You all may know the story of Bloody Mary, well her name was Mary North, she wasnt the typical girl you would meet, she was a girl far more ambitious then many around her. She left you with chock and wonder, on how could this girl have it all, beautiful, talented, and way to ambitious to be real. So many around her started to go against her, none could stand her joyful days, out of jealousy they wanted to take her down. But how would they do that? She was loved but yet very hated, she was Gods gift to earth, similar to Jesus, people cant handle the thought of God loving someone more than them, so they decided to banish her from earth, with other words kill her. So one day as Mary was walking to the library to pick up one of her most favorite books called Peony in Love she was captured. They tormented her, they quaranteened her in a dark room, where there was a mirror(as there is a belief that the devil is in the mirror and makes people go nuts if they look at the mirror to much) and a chair which she sat tangled to, she was all alone, and just looked at her reflection in the mirror, after a couple of days, the people who had kidnaped he came back to the room to find her dead, however the reflection of her in the mirror was still alive, they were scared to death, however one survived, not for long though, however he had the time to tell to some people. nonetheless they laughed at him. But this legend still lives on, though for some just a joke, a fake legend, but for some a real story that will torment us every time we see our reflection in the mirror.
This is the true story of Bloody Mary, Mary North. She is going to revenge on all of us, so dont dare to call her name three times infront of a mirror, because then not even God will help you. Praise Mary, and let her be in her peace, let her be alone as the devil has already catched her.
.B.
My videoblog dedicated to the readers, just for fun:)
BGLAMOROUS V
Did a test and I fit with a Pisces haha
| Your True Love Is a Pisces |
 Why you'll love a Pisces:Selfless and intuitive, you are perfect for a Pisces that lives to love you. You're sensitive enough to appreciate and explore the deep emotions of a Pisces. Why a Pisces will love you: You're generous and totally giving in relationships, something Pisces demands. You are also dreamy enough to get lost in fantasy with Pisces, but realistic enough to stay grounded. |
Autumn Love
(Sabrina)I have other great friends as well like the very sweaty(hahah) Sabrina, she is really a person who gets you going, I love my debates with her, and sometimes I CANT stand her but still love to be in her presence, as he is a trustful, reliable friend, who always seems to support u even if u are not on her friendly side, we hate each other sometimes, and sometimes we say awful things to each other which makes people wonder whether we are friends at all, but the confidence we have on each other allows us to say those things to each other, as we know deep inside we love being friends, true friends<3 My poetic soulmate.
(Victoria left)Another great friend is also ofcourse Victoria Hanna, she is one of the mooooost stubborn you can meet in this whole damn life, but you know what she is also one of those amazing people who leave u with an open mouth in wonder, she is a very strong person(never seen her cry), intelligent and most of the time very positive,and optimistic with her life mottos, as smile for life and so on. A friend I have in you<3
Then we have Danah, daamn that girl that is one of those manipulative, however greathearted friends. She is very pursuasive, and often seems to get her way. In our group she acts as the one who gives a little more spice, and makes our lives more exciting. She is very charismatic, and often she act as a friend magnet, you are just drawn to her, as she is very funny, and exciting to be with. She is honest towards you, though sometimes it may hurt, but still she knows the right recipe to make you laugh again, makes u happy. She is a genious in math and she is a genious in friendship. A friend that will always have an exciting role in your life. A fantastic friend, Danah Elghadban.
These 4 are probably some of the best friends I have had, though I have had many other friends, these are some friend that will always stick in my memory, and hopefully in my heart. Love being with you, and will always love havin you around.
Friendship and Girlpooooower<3
Another artistic picture made by me .B.Dedicated to friendship,
Det här är planeringen för veckan; läääxor på läxor
25 oktober
World Litterature uppsats på Svenska
Speech på Engelska
26 Oktober
Extended Essay
27 Oktober
Read 128-195 in the Philosophy book
Math Project
28 Oktober
Business Research Project
Business Assignment
29 Oktober
Biology Labreport
30Oktober
Revise Mathematics and Biology
Sen är jag friiiiii<3 kanske åker till tyskland min kusin förlovar sig den 1 november<3
Wich me luck peeeps
g2g love'all
.B.
Baby one more time fyller 10 år idag, Grattis Britney:)
Ciara - GO girl. I think it is cool, what do ya think?
This song is so addictive, and the video is cool<3 Beyonce Single Ladies
I dont wanna fall in love
It terriefies me the thought of falling in love, it seems like one becomes vulnerable?
Anyway, my Cousin Sofie, just got a baby so congraaats to her<3, I got a cold so bye for now :) <3
<3 B
Look what I found; Disney stars singing circle of life from the best disney movie ever; The lion King<3
Jimmy Cliff - You can get if you really want and Hakuna Matata <3
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HAKUNA MATATA
Haha Womanizer danceoff
Miss Fakeness!
U know whats the most annoying in a humanbeing ? Fakeness!!, I just cant stand those people who talk behind one's back, especially those are suppose to be your friends. Well news flash, friends dont talk shit about each other!! Then you cant consider her as a friend, if you talk shit about her. Infront of you they keep smiling playing angels, but u know what if they cant hurt you, the best thing is to ignore them however if possible let them know that friendship should not be build on bullshit. or fakeness. Fakeness is a property every person has however some use it way too much, If you dislike someone rather dont talk about that person, just keep it to yourself, and maybe just ignore that person, u dont have to smile or talk to that person.
Anyway enough with that now, bored to death, just drank some redbull and fixed some homework, alone my bro and mom are out, eeeh I'm loner, not something that runs in the family. Hahha maybe I'm adopted?? I'm thinking of watching a movie soon, it is called "Take" it is simlar to the notebook. Romantic movies are so in right now for me, I loved horror, then animated, then gangster and now romantic drama, haha I swift within the seasons. Autumn belongs to the romantic drama movies. High School Musical premieres today, haha not that its my taste, but just wanted to remind y'all disney fans. Oh and I played some jeopardy, HAHA I SUCK!! Anyway good night for now, may all ya moral dreams come true.
Love .B.
Womanizer - Britney Spears
Pretty woman
Does true love exist?
Now after watching the Notebook, it made me wonder whether true love exists, or is love for one another just a temporarily thinng, like a flame, that shines for a while but soon fades away, or like the character said, as a shooting star. The notebook shows of what I interpret as true love, as they through bad and good find each other and their love is infinite. We have seen similar stories, like Romeo and Juliet, but do those stories rely on reality, or are they just pictures of fantasy's. Who wouldnt want to have a similar love as the one in the notebook? I know I would want that. But the term true love seems a bit vague, it seems like it misses something, I mean true love, what is true? Dont get me wrong here, I dont mean true love as for a baby to his/her mother. I mean true love between a boy and a girl, or similar... I have seen it on television, I have read about true love, but does true love exist within you? If you dont understand now where I'm going what I'm trying to say is true love may exist in some, as I have myself witnessed similar, I dont mean that I have possesed true love, but I have seen it. True love for me is something unreal, for me becoming a president is more reachable than true love. It makes me quite sad, because I'm fighting to gain something for my carrier but dont seem to understand that there is more to it than just that. I mean I have had crushes, and I have my dreams, but I just dont seem to find that true love*? Maybe I'm not looking after it? Maybe I have found it but didnt accept it. You tell me. True love makes me confused.
Anyway, enough with that I really recommend you to watch the notebook, but I gotta swiff now, ciao <3
Love .B.
Just woke up
What am I going to do? Homework or fun? , Anyway now that it is only approximately 6 months left to graduation I feel it is necessary to study, so I get those grades I want to have. My plan after graduation is ;
( ) Party(heck yeaah)
( ) Start working
( ) Travel ( around a bit)
( ) Move to Australia( Oktober?)
( ) Find an appartment with roomates
( ) Get familiar with the Gold Coast
( ) Visit relatives
( ) Make friends
( ) Start University(January)
and so on..
Anyway, so shoudl I do my TOK now or go to Malmo? I'll think about it:)
Joe - all that I am
Lyrics
No no no no...
Check it
I can't buy you fancy rings
Or all of the expensive things you're used to, baby
No trips around the world, no diamonds or pearls
To give to you, baby
But what I've got a give is more precious
Than you'll ever know
My deepest inner feelings, my heart and soul
Chorus:
Cause all that I am, is a man in love with you
Cause all that I am, is a man who's heart is true
And in love with you
Oh baby
Oh girl, yeah, yeah
Girl I know you're not blind
Cause when I look into your eyes, you meet me half way
Yes you do
Just accept me as I am
Try to understand, that I want you always
Just give me the chance and I'll show you
The world my love, yeah, yeah
My deepest inner feeling, my heart and soul
yeah yeah yeah
Denying all you aren't
I know you have your doubts about me (your doubts about me)
Just put them all aside
And follow where your heart leads
Cause all that I am is a man who loves you
All that I am is a man whose heart is true
Cause all that I am is a man who loves you
Man in love with you, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooohh, yeah, yeah
Oh, ooo, yeah
Man in love with you
Oh...
And while sitting here, I wonder does real friendship exist? I mean I have friends, and always have had, however they just seem temporary, not that you would forget them, but u can live without them. Which is quite sad, because that might just as well mean that I have not yet found that real friend I can trust 100%. That real friend that always seems to be there for you, and that friend you just dont hide anything from. I mean, my friends are the best, and I love being with them, but it just doesnt seem like longterm friendship. It worries me that I will never be able to find that real friend, but what worries me the most is maybe I'm just not looking after that? I'm not open, I mean I'm openminded and all, I just dont open myself for people, not even for the closest, not anyone knows my deepest secrets not even my mother. I just feel afraid to tell them to anyone, as I have before been hurt and let down, so I just dont want to go through anything similar again.
Anyway enough with the confessing, I have a song that I'm listening over and over again, which makes me lust after a similar song made for me, u know, someone singing it for me, it is called All that I am, sung by Joe. Really recommend it!!!.
Anyway tomorrow maybe I will got to Malmö, however not sure, cuz I have to do looots and loots of homework. Gosh I have no life, its homework that my life seems to be based on. When will "magical" stuff happen? When will I start living? Outside the overy(livmoder) of mother School.
The recommended song will be posted on the blog, so take a peek.
Love .B.
