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Hi guys!

Today I went out walking a bit, not a long though cuz I'm still sick. Right now I have some guests over, so just talking with them, chilling. I miss going to disco's, the moment I get my paycheck, hiiya , I'm out clubdancing hahah :)You know I'm one of those who loves to dance on the stage. I just love the attention, I know a loser right, but u know what, Ilove my 15 minutes of fame. The bad thing about that is ofcourse that people often get the wrong impression of what I really stand for. I'm not a sassy girl, I'm classy. Plus I'm kind of independent, and I love being single! Oh and I'm looking for the right guy, traditional here. I know I know what ya all thinkin she is so last century. But I actually am that way, and proud:) However that doesnt mean I'm looking to find right now, right now I enjoy not having a boyfriend. So dont even think about it:P Anyway I gotta go now, going to watch tv, Oh my favorite hobby TELEVISION:) Bye for now and see ya all tomorrow<3


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Free shiping man, and plus the dollar is low, so shop cheap while u can :)

You should so check this up, it cool clothes, and at the same time fashionable.

Check it out.

Shopping, shopping, shopping, Oh what I love Shopping:P
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SO i woke uptoday,feelin a bit better than yesterday,however everybody is busy with either work or homework, so no one had the time really toget out a bit. So right now I'm just relaxin, and went out shopping with my baby bro:) , Ohand me andmy bro are going to watch Blattefier med Shan the Man nu, and thats probably going to be hilarious:)

Anywaybye for now and see ya all later:) Have a nice saturday<3

Love .B.

Hahah vicki borde gilla det här:)

Så jääävla kul

One of his first performances, talented kiddo:) <3

My mom just borrowed me new books, one is called Out of Breath by Julie Myerson, which is about a girl that runaways, and meets different people. The second one is Winnie and Wolf by A.N Wilson which is about the relationship betwen Winifred Wagner and Adolf Hitler. I have lots of homework, but have to make time for these two books too :).

My Homework:
Swedish book to read: Juloratoriet(BOOORING), plus 1500 words essay.
English:  Presentation  about a  poem, plus a letter telling about the  poem.
Theory of Knowledge: Presentation about media manipulation on young people.
Busines: Microsoft, research propsal(OMG, FUCK) 2000words essay.
Extended essay: 4000 wordsEssay about how sexuality is emphasized in Romeo and Juliet and La Cucina.

Not anymore homework for nooow... :)

Screw school for now, as mentioned before Michael Jacksons birthday is today. Damn first time people saw him, he was nine, shiiit he has changed sooo much, not just his looks, but his music, he really is a music legend, we cannot deny that. Even if some people are discusted by him, and rather see him in jail, but I dont believe in those controversy's. His music is all I believe in, and love him for that. He is not just the king of pop, he is the king of music, with all his hits. HE has created music that will outlive time. Let him be, its his music we love.


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The king of Pop turns 50, lets celebrate a music pioneer, a legend, and a talented artist. Here are some of his hits
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This is a movie I'd like to see:), Ludacris is in it and also Wahlberg, great:) watch the trailer

Love .B.

I have a damn cold:( , I hate it, so annoying, anyway today I didnt go to school, so I'm just staying at home,resting. Really boring,but nice. Oh, I always get a cold in autumn, suuucks, the weekend is here, and I cant even have fun:( Anyway have a nice day, will update later today,


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Song of the day

Hey everyone!,

TOday I havent done much except school, I have a cold, which suuuucks. My throat is killin me. Anyway what ya all doin? Soon september comes, that means my birthday comes soon, so we'll see how that goes. Probably going to celebrate it with friends then go out to a disco orsomething? Anyway right now I have to do homework about how sexuality is portrayed in Romeo and Juliet, hahha, I choose the topic:P I think its exiting, as sexuality is often seen assomething not to be talked about, like a taboo or something, which I think is wrong, cuz sexuality is huuumane.
Anyway today I'm watching Project Runaway, the final, already knows who wins, but want to see the clothing lines, so bye for now, love ya guys



Love .B.
Oh and here are some songs u should listen to!!!:)

Ok, stars today I have upgraded my blog as much as I could for today, so listen to my playlist and see my videos, more is coming. Hey I actually am addicted to this blog, maybe I should stop, but no why SHould I ? ,hehe, this is a diary so its good cuz its the same as a therapy. Hope u will have a nice stay here, and comment then and then, and maybe this blog will in no time become one of those more famous ones:) You never know? Anyway I gotta do homework now, but see ya later alligators.







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My buds just went home now, they came to mah place to chill a bit, which was nice, They are creative one might say,anyway so far this day has been ok, at seven o'clock pm I have planned to finish an essay, and later I'll see what happens with that, and I might just color my hair as well, and post the after pics here. i'LL SEE:) And the end of the olymmpic games was today, which was magnificue , even Jacki Chan was there, LOOOOVE HIM. and Beckham was there too:) , We'll see if Britain can top that, doubt it!

 A beautiful day, and lots of homework, yeah great combination??

Anyway, bye for now and have a cool day, mah staars:)







Oh and dont forget, CHASE YOUR AMBITION:)





Love .B.

This is the best movie ever, Such a heartbreaking movie, leaving u with a mouth open throughout the entire movie. But I hate the end though. But this is a movie I recommend, loooove it, This and American X History, are two of the greatest movies ever made, the storylines are so reality based, this actually happens, SEE THEM!!!


Anyway right now I have some guests, some relatives from gothenburg, so just chillin, not much, but later on I have to write an essay comparing Romeo and Juliet and The Alchemist, a 4000 words esay, KILL ME!


 


Have a nice rainy day stars:)

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It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought ... it figures



Love .B.

I just came home from school and I'm so tired, woke up at seven o'clock today.We had some orientation games and so to get to know each other, which some parts of it were eeembarissing. Eh, what can one do, its school, and I'm suppose to be positive because its my last year, and after I'm moving to Australia. I love Australia, cant waaait. Anyway its a tough road to get there so I'll just do my best and a bit more to pass. I'm actually applying to a university very soon. Yeaah. Though scary?, That went quick,  and Australia is far away from my mother and most of my friends, but u know what, I'm going to torment myself my whole life If I dont try and see. Dont be aftraid to dare to try, it might just go very well. WHo knows?
Aaanyway right now I'm probably going to take  a nap, and later on maybe go out with some buds, I'll just see, because my body is pretty exhausted now, from all the running and dancing. So bye for now, and have a nice friday stars!:)




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What keeps me up?
The future

What makes me happy?
Joy

What makes me proud?
Sucess

Thats probably obvious answers, but still I think of them as solid. I mean the future really keeps me up, keeps me going on, and yes joy makes me happy, and success makes me proud. Anyway today I havent done much, just relaxing, and catching up with some reading, yesterday I was to library and loaned some books; Information och Reklam(this is for a presentation I'm going to do on Media ethics, Stilistik och Stilanalys(This is for a literature essay), Comperative and Government and Politics(Just something I wanted) and a novel called Amenable Women(a book to read). So though I have a lot of homework, and many books to read, I wanted to loan some extra help.

But enough with something that might bore you, did you know that my hobby is dancing? If you didnt then I'll update u now? I love dancing, loved it since I started walking, I've always danced, and I use it as therapy, and everytime I'm sad or mad, I dance it off. He, and during that time I even train my body, so I stay firm, no need for diets:P SO dancing for me is as vital as breathing. I need it to be able to go on with my life. So what kind of styles do I dance?
I dance hiphop, lyrical dancing, showdance, folklore, and a bit salsa. But do u wanna know a secret, I HATE COREOGRAPHY? I think it spoils creativity within an individual, if one is forced to act as a robot. And I'm not good at keeping the right coreography, its spoils the free will. The freemind. Anyway to rap this up today so far has been dull, not much happening, but I know that at least I will appreaciate those days when it is actually exiting.





Love .B.

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


I'm everything I am
Because you loved me



My mom is my true Idol, my hero, my lifesaver, She is more than any wonderful word can explain, She is my world, my life. Love her and will always do, for eternity she will exist in me.





Love .B.

Today, I woke up at nine o'clock approximately, and then went out with my mom to a café, which was really nice. We talked and so, which reminds me, mother daughter love is so important. I mean I look up to her, and though sometimes she is a pain in the ass, she really helps me, and though I hate to admit it, but without her I wouldnt manage anything. SO dependent of her. Anyway so it was fun and all, plus we had a walk through the city. Right now I'm just chilling, waiting for a friend to call me, so not that much. Outside its raining, all dull and booooring, but inside its cozy and warm, which reminds me I start school in two days. SHIIIT. Dont want to even think about it. So today I'm probably just going to chill, and maybe later go out a bit, I mean make the best out of these two days.



                                                              

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Hi, stars!


I just came home from work, and I'm eeeeexhausted, but it was a really funny day today, I laughed so much I looked like a tomato, fun comparison right, but I really was that read. :P , Two days to go, then I'm done with work, well until I find another one. This job has reeeeaaally improved my communication skills, and I may say ,thanks to that, its always good to improve your skills. Oh, and thank God its friday, not that I can party or so, because I start work really early tomorrow, but because I love the feeling of fridays and saturdays, people are out, and people are having fun, so the feeling is contagious and even though I'm not going out partying, there is alot of good movies on tv, so I'll make myself busy. Oh and my favorite show right now is ofcourse a classic, "Sex and the City", I have seen the movie and liked it a lot, and I loooove the series. Anyway, so today so far it has been good, but the day is not done yet, anything can happen, as Nothing is Impossible. I mean how do we know we wont meat a big celebrity today, or something else? Never give up on dreams, and nothing is too unreal to be real.




Love .B.

I had the strangest dreams tonight; Back in Kosovo, but older, and war started, I ran and ran to get help, but nobody would help, so I stopped at the end of a street. because I saw my grandma with my dream kids, she was holding them and then I realised that those were my kids, so I took them and huged them. Strange huh? First of all, I'm not a mom, and second, as I've been in a war this is probably why I dreamt about this. And the second dream I was mostly with my uncle and then suddenly I was looking at a photograph, and crying, and trying to fix that photograph. I even woke up with tears in my eyes. Its hard to explain correctly how my dreams went, but I can surely say they werent happy dreams.

Anyway to change subject, a lot can happen in your life that you try to hide and surpress, but in your dreams you cant control them. Every human has their fears, and everyone has nightmares, and though their tears may not fall for us to see, that doesnt mean that in they dreams they dont cry. Dreams are our natural therapy, that is were we come forward with our issues, there is were we confront our worst fears. Dreaming is so important to us, if that would be taken away, life would have looked a lot different, than what it looks today. Dreaming is as important as breathing. Take breathing away, and we dont live, take dreaming away we become psychotic. As sleeping is a big part of our life, dreaming is as well. There is were we leave reality for a while.


Love .B.

I just came home from work, exhausted, but still cant wait til I get the money, a shopaholic here:) The more money I get the more I shop. Not that good, because I cant save any money whatsover. Til when I'm in need of it, anyway my motto is live life to the fullest each day, so money comes, money goes, though its is portrayed as something very important in our society, we cant be confused, because money is nothing when u are hungry, u cant eat money can u? Anyway, it has been very exhausting, but still a lot of fun, because I got some very funny colleagues, we laugh all the time, literally. Oh and on my way back home I saw some classmates, which I havent seen in a very long time, that was exciting. And I helped some old people with their heavy bags, thats nice huh, sometimes, though tired, one has to give a hand, and help out. Dont be to egoistic to do that. Anyway right now I'm just going to rest, and later on maybe go to shop, I'll see?



I wanted to paint u today, but I couldnt find any colors that were that beautiful.



Love. B.

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But thank God cause' it's just
Hidin' the tears from my face
Since you've been gone
I'm so out of place
And I need you here babe

Lord, give me a sign
Show me the light
Cause this love I have to fight
Shes on my mind
All the time
To stay afloat I'll try

[Chorus:]
Let the rain fall down
Take me away
Cause I don't wanna be without you
Girl I can't sleep
Without you here
So let the rain take me away

My emotions girl
Are running wild
I feel like a little child
I need your smile
To brighten up my life
I need to look deep in your eyes

I wanna know if this is real
Cause this can't be happening to me
Pinch me please
Tell me it's a dream
Cause I don't wanna feel like this

[Chorus:]
Let the rain fall down
Take me away
Cause' I don't wanna be without you
Girl I can't sleep
Without you here
So let the rain take me away

[?]
You took my heart from me
You mean the world to me

[Chorus:]
Let the rain fall down
Take me away
Cause I don't wanna be without you
Girl I can't sleep
Without you here
So let the rain take me away

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So today,  is a dull day, boring weather, all rainy and cold. Autumn is already here, that went fast, dont u think so too? Not much to do, exhausted though not tired, just havent got the strength to do anything in peticular, it must be because of the weather. Anyway my baby bro came yesterday, was really happy to see him, love him so much, we talked a lot, and I'm so proud of having him as my little brother. He can be very annoying sometimes, but he has a big heart and never lets me down.

Except from that nothing really big has happened, tomorrow I have work, huh, tireeeed. Anyway soon school starts, so I need to do some homework, to update  my knowledge. To be honest I havent done that much homework, but however I have read alot, I looooove books, and right now Lily Prior is one of my top authors. Oh and my mom made homemade pizza today, which was delicious, and right now I'm just listening to music and talking to my bro, not much, but hey rainy days can be cozy as well. So I'm lying under a blanket, and just relaxin, trying to get the inspiration and strength to do some math, hmm math is not my best subject. To much numbers and equations makes me confused, I'm more of a philosopher or politician. I dont actually see the point of learning math, I'm not going to study maths in the future, so why should I suffer and get all confused. TO rap this up I shall say that life can be pretty dull when its rainy, but rain can also help u relax, just take it easy, and let life go on like rain drops fall into the ground, all drops with a purpose. and they all get their unique conclusion, splashy or less splashy.



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Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one



Yes Imagine, then maybe war, wouldnt be an issue crawling and eating us like a disease.

Today died an amazing actor and comedian, Bernie Mac. It was very shocking reading about his death, I mean he was just 50 years old and I didnt even know that he was sick. Anyway he accomplished a lot, and he made me laugh so much, a true artist, a genius, may he rest in peace. 

Another sad thing is that its actually evolving a big war between Russia and Georgia, and so much is happening, so much propaganda. Is this going to lead to another Cold War, or maybe even a world war. I dont even dare to think about it, let us just hope it doesnt. I dont hate Russia or Georgia, but right now I'm wondering, what are they thinking about? Isnt Russia tired of war, all the war they had!?  Hope somehow this will clear up, no more death to innocent people, no more. Anyway i have to think positive, and maybe this will all be over soon. Hope is all I have, and ofcourse pray for those innocent people suffering in hiding. We hear their prayers and we send our saviors, We are all suffering with you.




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A fun day, and the olympic games had their start today which was very amazing, and very catchy. Whoever designed it must be very good. I admire the chinese culture, it has a very long history, and so therefor I respect it. Afterall Marco Polo visited it and was amazed. When he came back to his home country and told about China and its culture, they wouldnt believe it, it sounded to amazing, to unrealistic. So though they dont have the best reputation now, because it is a communistic country, I still think we should respect them. But however they should try to make peace. We will just hope there will not be any terroristic attack. Oh, this day wasnt all that good, I heard there actually is a war starting between Russia and Georgia, that was suprising, the outter world didnt really expect that, they were so focused on the chinese holding the olympic games, they forgot the tension between the baltic countries. Well, anyway I dont hope it evolves in to something big, afterall I've been in war, and its not something I recommend. This year 08-08-08, has been so far except the tension between georgia and russia, pretty well, and we should be glad. I even heard alot of people got married, hahah u never would have guessed people were that superstitious, afterall they deny it. I dont really think it matters on the date, as long as they love each other, screw the date, as far as I care, it can even be on friday the thirteenth. SO... Wonder what spectacular event will occur the 09-09-09? , hmm u tell me? Anyway I will rap it up by saying, It was a day of joy, but at the same time, it was a day of disaster, but we have to keep smiling, we just passed another day, without ourselves dying.


Love .B.

Janet Jackson feat. Luther Vandross


Janet:

Boy, when you look at me, boy

Do you judge me by my cover?

Ya got to be kiddin' me,

To think that I'm that kind of lover

I don't mean to disagree

Sorry you can't buy my kisses

Open your heart and see

True love comes for free



Luther:

I'm keepin' my heart open

Hopin' you won't stab me in it

'Cause I've been in love before,

And when i had to pay I didn't

I'll lose my sanity

Tryin' to measure your intentions

What do you want from me How much will it be?



Janet:

No more than you're willing to give 'cause

you won't pay nothin' for this good lovin'

It's for free



Luther:

And I won't make you promises

I'll just do all that I can to be your lover

'Cause I understand



Chorus:

The best things in life are free

Now that I've discovered what you mean to me

The best things in life are free

Now that we've got each other

The best things in life are free



Luther:

I know you are my baby

My one and only baby

You said it twice

I'll say it thrice

My baby baby baby



Janet:

I got so much love for you

And it's easy to give it

When I know you feel the same way too



Luther:

That's all I expect from you

Just do all that you can to be my lover

'cause I understand (I do)



Repeat Chorus



Janet:

No more than you're willing to give 'cause

you won't pay nothin' for this good lovin'

It's for free



Luther:

And I won't make you promises

You see I'm gonna be, I'm gonna be,

We're gonna be, I'm gonna be

The very best I can

To be your lover 'cause I understand



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Underneath it all, there is just you, nothing else, just you. If clothes didnt exist, yeah we might have had a cold, but there wouldnt be problems with clothes, what to wear, how to look, whats ur style? EMO, HIPHOPER , getting all confused. There wouldnt have been as much discrimination. But until that day, when we are ordered to take our clothes off, I'd rather have them on, they are my protection to the outter world.


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So anyway, today I was with some buds and my cousin, we had a lot of fun, until some scary guy started following us and taking pics of us, fucking pedofile, scary those kind of people exist. Anyway as long I got my gangstas Im feelin fine:)



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So true, I mean what is gossip without the scandals, Its not like u gossip about how my mom made apple pie, you gossip how that girl had public sex. Its more exiting that way. Oh, and the movie night went really well, we saw The Descent, which was a psychological movie, according to me. A saaad and scary movie. Look it up, worth seeing :) And yes I scared some of my friends, but come on, its so tempting.




                                                           


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We remember the past
We imagine the future
We have emotions
We can reason
We know we will die

This is the definition of a Person, think about it...

Love .B.

Was listening to the radio, and guess which song I heard... Take a look at me now, one of my most favorite songs. It makes me almost cry when I hear it. So a lot of  deja vu feelings, it takes me back to the time when I was about twelve I listened to this song all the time. Oh right now it is Truly madly deeply, love that song too. These kind of songs give me goose bumps, makes me shiver, fabolous songs. Until the sky falls down on me... awww loves this part. Anyway, I started thinking wouldnt u like a song made just for u, I dont mean like a break up song or so, but an admirer song. U know similar to Truly Madly  Deeply. I wish that song was to me, yeah I can fantasize right, nothing wrong with that. Hopefully someday a song will be made just for me:) That day, I'll cry, hahah. Anyway, catch ya later!


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Whats happening tonight? Well not much just a night with the girls. Scary Movie night, they decided to call it. And they are easily scared so thats going to be a lot of fun. As for me scary movies are so "yesterday" haha. Wonder what I'll come up with to scare them even more? I'll just read Stephen King book for them, or maybe the Peter please answer me thing? Hmm I'll see. Anyway, right now my mom made some apple pie, really reminds me of American Pie, but its really good, so have a nice day stars.


             


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Greenday - Time of your life

Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.

Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.

So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.

It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.

Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.

For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

(music break)

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.




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In life there are going to be some things thats going to make it hard to smile.
But whatever u do, through all the rain and the pain, you got to keep your sense of humor,
you got to smile for me now.
REMEMBER THAT!
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Love .B.

Jag lever minnen
lever drömmar
känner
det jag känt

lever det liv som gått

lever

Why do I miss someone, I dont really wanna miss? Dont u get that feeling too? You know a person in your past life that really is not worth missing, but u still miss them? Or maybe I'm just missing the drama surrounding that person? I dont know, confused, u tell me.


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Akta
kom inte nära

fråga inte

har inte mina ögon
redan berättat




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Jag har ingen
jag kan
hålla i handen
i dag

händerna
måste ge varandra
trygghet

ingen delar min sorg

på papperet samlas
min ängslan

There are those lonely days, that one only has oneself to support, to grief over, and to laugh over. Those are the egoistic days. Dont forget u should have those kind of days. Today, though I'm surrounded by others, I'm only going to think about myself, and what I want, not what others have in mind for me. I know that mind sound as egotrippin, but u know what, a person should get to know themselves clearly before heading to know someone else. I dont want someday to be surprised by myself. Oh, and u should know, that only the self confident can actually be with themselves. Not in need of having someone around u at all time. So, I shall try and see what happens. Catch ya later!



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Undra

Hur

man som en

kan vara många

jaget gömd

Gömd bakom

en mask

lik en mus

gömmer

man sig för katten
/.B.


Be yourself, as that is the best you can be. And though some may not like you, that doesnt mean you dont have to like you. You dont have to be fake to be nice. Play it real and you'll go far, Stop pretending. Dont forget what u are about. Dont hide! Look yourself in the mirror, and say "I'm proud of being me" Believe me if u do that often, u'll see life goes easier.


Love .B.

Jag behöver inte gråta
naturen gråter för mig

hela sommaren
fällde himmelen
sina tårar

jag smakar
himlatårar

mina tårar är salta


Ja sommaren är som sagt kort, det mesta regnar bort. Men idag var det ändå skönt väder, tyvärr så gick jag inte ut och bada, var mest inne, hade några kompisar över, sen gjorde mest läxor.TYVÄRR så finns läxor, oh vill inte ens tänka på dem. Alla uppsatser, det finns ju andra grejer att göra på sommaren, men ändå får man skitmånga läxor, som om inte sommaren är till att relaxa. U know just chill? U know what,take it easy dont stress to much with homework and similar stuff, life is to short to just think of that. Take it from me.

Love .B.

Allt känns lite out of hand, ridiculous, men vad ska man göra? Vart man än går hittar man såna, man kastat långt ifrån en för att ej aldrig hitta, men fastän det, så kommer de upp i ens liv ändå, de förföljer dig. De är falska människor, haters, de är misslyckelser, de är ... verkligheten. Om det är verkligheten så lever jag hellre som en psyko, en fantasi liv. I mitt egna lilla värld finns inte de, inga falska människor, inget som får än att koka. Som får än att skrika, som får en att undra, vare sig det finns karma alls? Kommer de nånsin att få tillbaka vad de ger ut? U know what, dont bother thinking, thats just what they want u to, they want to be your main thoughts. Let them be drama queens, or whatever they want to, if you know that deep inside, they are just losers, looking for som pathetic attention.

Back to reality, hey there goes gravity.
You have to stick to the ground, or you might just dissappear.

Men, ingen mer negativ tänkande, so what, verkligheten har sina disadvantages, men de ska man ignorera, stå på dina egna fötter, låt ingen break your stride. U ARE THE BOSS OF UR LIFE;)



 


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Dont forget, sometimes, life isnt that complicated, just live, and move forward, with no expectations, just live frugally on surprise.Life is more exiting that way. Try it, it might just go fabolous.

                                                                                                                                                                                               

                                                                                                                                                                                    Love .B.

Vi fotograferar
söker frysa tiden
som bildminnen

 vi filmar
söker kvarhålla
rörelsen

vi spelar in ljuden
på band
för evigheten

 vi föder barn
så att livet fortsätter

A true story that inflicts with everyone. Whether we deny it or approve to it, we all want to control time, freeze it when wanted, fast forward it when wanting to know whats there to come, rewind it in order to meet someone that no longer exists. Think of having that capabillity, what would we have done, rewind, fast forward it or freeze it? I guess, that matters on the situation the person is in, the first kiss, the first time one is heartbroken, or if one is dying to know whether one will get that promotion. But as far as I know we dont have that capability, so we use instruments to get close to that, cameras and similar. Timemachines, or that remote control Adam Sandler used in the movie "Click", but remember what happened to him, though still many think that it would have gone different for them. Hmm.. wonder.

Anyway, time outlives us all, so we just have to face it, time is our worst enemy.


You may not have the capability of controlling time, but you may still have a camera so freeze it sometimes, keep memories. Afterall pictures tell more, than a thousand words do.


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På kyrkogården
vilar bredvid varandra
unga
gamla

fattiga tar fattigdomen
med sig

rika vilar i jorden
tomhänta.

Alltså om min rikedom är pengar, är den till ingen nytta, hälsan kan inte betalas, livet kan inte köpas. Pengar har inget värde, när verkligheten hinner ifatt.


Think about it. Dont strive for material stuff, strive for spiritual sucess.

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Hello all mah Stars!

U may not have heard of me, but you still may see yourself in me, as when I'll tell what I face through everyday, you might just think, Hey this girl is real, thats real stuff. Thats exactly what I go through too.

Anyway, as Henry Van Dyke once said
"Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars".






Love .B.